Tiara Lestari's Personal Journal

My words, my feeling, my memories, my experiences. Mostly, this is me.

Monday, March 06, 2006

Crash and burn

I guess my body has a limit too. That is what I've learned...the hard way. Yesterday, after only sleeping for a couple of hours and getting ready to head back to Jakarta after a long photo shoot, suddenly I felt like my head was being crushed by a giant rock and my stomach turns inside out. It was so painful that I rushed to the hospital. I hate being in a hospital, so for me to run there myself, I assure you that the pain was not something I've felt before.

They kept me overnight with a verdict that sounds so damn Hollywood: exhaustion and dehydration! What the heck is that mean anyway?? I don't know but the doctors told me that I needed to -as he said- "drastically reduced my activities for the next two weeks". Actually he said three weeks and a total bed rest but I was not going to take that without fighting :) He finally caved in and said I don't have to be in bed but I have to promise to take it easy for a while.

I hate this. The exhibition in Bali this week was going to be a giant step for me. My management decided to postpone the exhibition with my strong protest. I was arguing so much even though I finally realized that they meant well. They were concern about my health and apparently.. so should I.

I don't listen to my body. Since the first of the year, I flew back and forth between Jakarta and Singapore both with schedules that can makes any overweight dude becomes skinny. Let alone me. Apparently, I am physically exhausted and my body gave a strong and painful warning on Sunday. So.. okay.. I'll listen.

I am disappointed though. I felt as a professional, one should never ever break commitments. Especially not something this major. I want to apologize to some of you who have made plans to see me in Bali. I promise you one thing.. I will rest.. rest... and be back better than ever.

This event has been planned by a lot of people, and I have disappointed all of them. Again, for that I am really sorry.

Now I have to go, cause if this posting becomes to long, lots of people will be calling me and telling me that I should be in bed sleeping instead of typing on the computer.



  • At March 06, 2006 3:18 PM, Blogger Soulful said…

    I was just reading detik about you being unwell. I hope you're using this time to relax and rest.

    Too bad I'm working, otherwise I'd be in the outlook in Bali for your exhibition :) Best wishes for this big event, but take good care of yourself first, okay Tiara?

    Health isn't everything, but without it everything is nothing. Get well soon ;)

  • At March 06, 2006 5:17 PM, Blogger Jon said…

    Hope you get better soon!!

    I'm going to Bali in April & I hope your pics ares till up then.

  • At March 06, 2006 11:56 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Foto bugilnya ditampilkan juga dong. Biar asik....

  • At March 06, 2006 11:58 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Tampilkan juga dong, gambar bugilnya. Biar asyik.... sekalian ama jembutnya

  • At March 07, 2006 3:07 AM, Anonymous Takeshi said…

    Tiara, take enough rest and just forget about Bali for time being....kersanipun enggal-enggal saras kaliyan sehat !

  • At March 07, 2006 4:44 AM, Blogger mauk said…

    get better soon.


  • At March 07, 2006 4:51 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    I hope you are feeling better soon.

  • At March 07, 2006 7:45 AM, Anonymous Julie said…

    Get well soon :)

  • At March 07, 2006 7:07 PM, Anonymous Jena said…

    feel better soon..

  • At March 07, 2006 10:32 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    maybe it's a sign...
    maybe it isn't about rest...
    what is it?...don't know...yet.

    Be well

  • At March 07, 2006 11:04 PM, Anonymous sherief said…

    hi Tiara,

    this is my first comment on your blog, although this is not the first time I 'saw' you or read your blog.

    yes, I did made a schedule to bali, just wanted to see you in my own eyes, but it was canceled because some works came in sudden.

    I hope you get well soon, just be careful, because I had same symptoms and became hepatitis.

    If it's ok with you I would like to link your blog from mine.

  • At March 08, 2006 5:06 AM, Blogger MoDjoLitO said…

    feel better yah, girl...

  • At March 08, 2006 5:33 AM, Anonymous Nylana said…

    Tiara, I wish you strength in your delicate fight :) ... I sincerely hope that you make a full and speedy recovery from your illness.

  • At March 08, 2006 6:49 AM, Anonymous raya said…

    I got the fax just after my staff called your management. Apparently we both need rest for medical reasons. Get well soon, Tiara!

  • At March 08, 2006 6:54 AM, Anonymous aris said…

    tiara -

    get well soon, don't forget to rest. make sure you have routine exercise after you recover.

  • At March 08, 2006 8:35 AM, Blogger Kaki Cucuk Langit said…

    get well soon tiara!


  • At March 08, 2006 9:17 AM, Blogger Dedi said…

    Ini beneran blognya tiara bukan sich..!?
    Sekedar mempertanyakan aja, siapa tau ini hanya untuk publisitas yang gak penting aja...
    Maaf kalau masih belum percaya.

  • At March 08, 2006 10:16 PM, Blogger Art said…

    Hope you are feeling better soon!

    Art :-)

  • At March 09, 2006 12:04 AM, Blogger Mickell said…

    Take care and rest well :)

  • At March 09, 2006 12:38 AM, Blogger sontoloyo said…


    Jangan lupa berdoa.

  • At March 09, 2006 1:50 AM, Blogger Handi said…

    Hi Tiara,
    Hope you get better soon!

  • At March 09, 2006 5:30 AM, Anonymous BuRuNG said…

    can I place it in my link?

  • At March 09, 2006 8:40 PM, Blogger tyka82 said…

    oh ini toh Tiara Lestari. Bahasa Inggris anda fasih skali.. *ga nyambung*

    Get well soon.

  • At March 10, 2006 9:16 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Semoga cepet sembuh ya, and salut buat niat kamu untuk tampil/photo dengan gaya yang lebih elegan. Maju terus Tiara...

  • At March 10, 2006 11:09 AM, Blogger dian mercury said…

    get well soon, tiara. and jangan lupa minum vitamin yaaa

  • At March 10, 2006 2:09 PM, Blogger EKI Dance Company said…

    Saya suka dengan tulisan2 Anda... apalagi tentang passion dalam kerja dan kehidupan.. pas sekali dengan tema pertunjukan musikal yang akan kami adakan akhir bulan ini. Semoga Anda bisa di jadikan sumber inspirasi buat orang lain. Salam

  • At March 11, 2006 6:35 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    I want to hear about the special man in your life. Is he a supporter for you?
    You are beautiful and I hope you get well soon.


  • At March 11, 2006 10:13 PM, Blogger AcE of the AcES said…

    First of all, I would like to express my regret for my inability to visit your photo exhibition in Bali. The reasons are because:1) i'm underaged 2)I'm an Indonesian senior high schoolers in Taiwan.
    Well, I suggest you display some of your picture in your blog so those peoples who can't go to Bali can at least get some taste of what the exhibition looks like. All in all, I just hope you to get well soon. I surely believe your activities must be burdened heavily from sickness. But what I like from you is that you act professionally by trying to cope with the sickness use your best effort to attend the exhibition (you even let go some of your precious energy by writing this blog). Just keep up the good work ok.

  • At March 12, 2006 1:25 AM, Blogger designJUNKIE said…

    hey tiara, get well soon yea?


  • At March 12, 2006 2:31 AM, Blogger Red Raven said…

    get rest Tiara....and get well soon.... Jusy 2 weeks....would u rather be sick longer?

  • At March 12, 2006 7:16 AM, Blogger 933674 said…

    SO EASY..

  • At March 12, 2006 7:44 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    I don't know how long u could stand with this popularity.
    I mean, there's no doubt that a normal woman needs a good husband along with children. That's what we call a real family. Don't you have a hope like this?
    How would your husband live with you without recalling into mind that you are a 'porn star'?
    By making a publication through blog, how long you could stand with your popularity?
    I see many Indonesian are not different with you, they are all searching for money and popularity.
    I am not telling good to you, maybe you could learn that body is not everything.
    Everyone would remember Tiara Lestari as an icon in negative means.
    I don't mind what Hermawan Kertajaya and other think about you.
    I think you are the real bitch.

  • At March 12, 2006 6:17 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Saya pernah baca artikel ttg pameran foto Anda di Bali. di situ dikatakan klo Anda berasal dari Solo. kalo begitu ternyata kita berasal dari Kota yg sama (Solo)
    dari situ saya mulai cari2 blog Anda di internet, yg juga di katakan di artikel tsb.
    Maksud saya hanya ingin minta ijin buat nge-link blog Anda di blog saya yg ada di www.untukdia.blogdrive.com , itupun klo Anda tidak keberatan.
    OK sepertinya itu saja...
    terima kasih
    (Santuarie - Solo)

  • At March 12, 2006 10:33 PM, Blogger Ceritaku... Untukmu... said…

    cepet sembuh yaaa, tiaraaaa..... (^_^)

  • At March 14, 2006 7:36 AM, Blogger Gebyar said…

    Cepet sembuh ya
    Ditunggu foto-foto yang lebih elegan.

  • At March 16, 2006 10:14 AM, Blogger tuklong said…

    Be brave little girl. You are doing the right thing. Strive to yield.

  • At March 17, 2006 4:00 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Are you feeling better now, Tiara? Please let us know how you're doing.

  • At March 17, 2006 11:03 AM, Anonymous Danny said…

    Hi Tiara,

    I hope the fact that you are not commenting or posting means that you are resting.

    Like others before me here, I want to wish you well and I hope you are listening to your doctors. Just rest up girl. We will be here waiting and excited to see a healthier Tiara!

    Your #1 fan

  • At March 17, 2006 7:37 PM, Blogger Gregg said…

    I can appreciate the crash and burn thing. I have done 5 cities in the past 4 weeks with all day events at each stop.

    Hope you feel better soon :-)


  • At March 19, 2006 11:38 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Hey Tiara,
    It's my 1st encounter to your blog and as most people do, I have been skimming your journals. Last post says you're taking a rest. You've been unwell, haven't you? Well, hope you'll get better soon.
    So, when your exhibition will be kicked off? Just a note, I am leaving to Bali the day after tomorrow for several days and will be staying in Benoa.

  • At March 22, 2006 2:11 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    someone who pisses off tiara pisses me off, and i have a gun in my hand. CAUTION!

  • At March 22, 2006 12:47 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Ok, then why are you anonymous??
    And....who are you?
    Why are you angry?
    Why is Tiara angry?

    We are confused. Please explain.

  • At March 22, 2006 9:03 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    kamu muslim ya, kasian ya ibu kamu yang sudah melahirkanmu, kembalilah kamu ke jalan yang benar, jangan jadi perempuan murahan lagi, kamu nggak mau khan jadi perempuan sesat ahli neraka jahanam, sudahlah kerja aja yang halal yang dibenarkan agama, bertaubat mumpung malaikat pencabut nyawa merenggut nyawa kamu, jadilah perempuan yang sholehah.

  • At March 23, 2006 8:20 AM, Blogger ..bloody rou.. said…

    check this out ;)



  • At March 24, 2006 3:20 AM, Blogger AcE of the AcES said…

    I certainly hope that our comment here are not caped with religious preferences. We're here to express our feeling, and yes you have the freedom of speech in internet or blogs. But what if those offensive comments offended the receiver, isn't that violates her basic right to be not offended? I wish peoples posting comments in here grow a little bit and at least don't put disturbing insults anymore. She already had enought.

  • At March 24, 2006 1:28 PM, Anonymous BaYi ImUtZ said…

    Barusan aja ngerti dari Detik.com, trus nyoba liat...terpaksa harus buka transtool (soalnya kebanyakan pake boso londo kabeh euy)HiwHiwHiwHiwHiw:D

  • At March 24, 2006 10:30 PM, Anonymous kenebae said…

    wayahe mbaa...

  • At March 26, 2006 4:42 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Hola Tiara,

    Take care always and get better soon, DO YOUR BEST!!!


  • At March 26, 2006 4:09 PM, Blogger Wilson said…

    Tiara dear,

    I stumbled across your blog, for whatever reason.. Initially I don't think much of you at all... but this blog surprises me immeasureably.. your thoughts are original and thought provoking... and you obviously put much thought into what you write and say.. I'm not really sure about this being indonesian and nude thing, but in any case, if what you write has any indication, we won't see much of it any more. You're much too interesting to do so anyway. More power to you..

  • At March 26, 2006 8:14 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Hi Tiara. I read about you in www.papanbuletin.com, the largest property portal in Indonesia. You are an amazing talented lady. I am sure you're a great top model. Get well soon yah.

  • At March 27, 2006 4:15 AM, Anonymous Bunga said…

    Hi Tiara,

    A friend of mine gave me the link to your blog, and I just realized that you are the popular girl that appeared in PB. Oh well, I'm an Indonesian myself, but if I were you, I might just have taken the same steps. I don't see nudity as something immoral... However, our religion and cultural background may lead things differently.

    Btw, I love your hairstyle. If I had the kind of body like yours.. and the hairstyle.. I'd chosen a career as a model as well! Haha...

    Good luck!

  • At March 27, 2006 5:53 PM, Anonymous wahyu said…

    I see Tiara nothing but a desperate person, which her career has faded in Singapore hence now looking for a best shot in Indonesia. I bet you that very soon people in Jakarta will also dumped her and we will soon see her standing around in dark place of Klaten city corner, for some rupiahs….

    Poor Tiara…. What are you really looking for, in your live? The more people look at your nude pics, the bigger hell fire you ignite for your self…..

  • At March 27, 2006 9:58 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    tiara i love youu..
    be strong ok.. :)

  • At March 27, 2006 11:33 PM, Blogger Keluarga Maulizal said…

    Tak dungakno cepet waras yo Tiara.....
    Salam Kenal,

  • At March 28, 2006 12:18 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Do you really believe in God? Did you ever think that your body is gift from him? May be now you are just sick, what will happen to you tomorrow? No body knows, even yourself. May be, just may be, God with his power give curse to you, could you deny this not to happen? Wake up! Your beauty finally will be end in the body bag.

  • At March 28, 2006 10:28 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Comment for Anonymous
    March 28, 2006 12:18 PM

    Don't JUDGE ANYONE if you didn't want SOMEONE judge you also. Remember, You are not God!! even aren't Angel also. Why did you simply write a comment that God maybe gives CURSE to Tiara???

    Are you holy enough to make JUDGEMENT/CURSE/PUNISHMENT to her?

    Are you able to READ and UNDERSTAND GOD's MIND???

    How do you understand GOD if you are not able to understand God's creature??

    What you have to say to her should be:
    I will pray for you(Tiara) so that you will get better and healthy SOON!!

  • At March 29, 2006 8:59 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    To be honest, I have no idea who you are. I've just stumbled upon your blog accidentally by clicking on someone's link..blablabla-long story. And I feel like I need to let you know that you are a BEAUTIFUL model. I mean..THE perfect gorgeous like impossibly real cute and such a humble person you are! No no im not flirting or whatevs, just a simple drop-by msg :) Get well soon btw.

  • At March 30, 2006 8:10 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Aduh kamu tuh manis banget, exotic gituh bikin gemes..., bodynya aduhai ......
    sayang terlalu diumbar ... kesannya jadi murah meriah ..
    Bahasa Ingrisnya OK Banget !!!!!!!
    Jadi penulis aja, lebih bermartabat

  • At April 01, 2006 1:49 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    aku tidak bilang wanita sesopan Siti Nurhaliza-lah yang harus ditiru oleh wanita2 sekarang,

    tapi setidaknya kamu jangan jadi wanita murahan,
    jadilah wanita baik2,

    kamu ngak perlu sampe pake jilbab atau semacamnya,
    bukan karna kamu orang indonesia maka aku bilang begini,
    tapi karna aku adalah wanita,
    karna kita sebagai sesama wanita,

    jangan murahan jadi wanita,
    pria ngak akan usil terhadap wanita yg ngak murahan,

    aku bukan ibu yang melahirkanmu,
    aku tidak tahu bagaimana sebenarnya pandanganmu tentang foto2 itu,
    bukan karna kamu dari tanah Indonesia,maka aku bilang begitu,
    namun karna kita adalah sesama wanita,

    jikalau kamu ingin populer,jadilah wanita yg sepintar seperti Rini Suwandi,Marie Pangestu,atau Pearl.S.Buck, atau siapa saja,

    jikalau kamu ingin kaya, jadilah wanita yg yg kaya dgn kesopanan, maka kamu akan kaya.


    POPULARITAS HANYA SEMENTARA,bukan sesuatu yg eternal.





    berbeda dengan pelacur2 lain yg ada di tanah air, namun satu hal yg ngak membedakanmu dari mereka yaitu kamu juga mengekspos dirimu lewat tubuhmu.

    Begitu kamu ngak terkenal lagi, coba kita lihat tinggal berapa orang saja yg mau benar-benar menjadi temanmu.

    sekarang mungkin teman2mu banyak, tapi setelah ketenaranmu sudah di ujung masa, maka kamu sendiri akan menyadari dan menemukan sisa2 beberapa penggemarmu yg hanya tinggal segelintir saja.

  • At April 01, 2006 6:15 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    waksss mbak diatas, mbak kasar ah dan tulisannya itu seyem bener. kamu salah kamar mbak, mestinya kamu blogwalking ketempatnya angelina sondakh yg 4B itu loh ha ha ha... ini nih tak kasih linknya http://angelinasondakh.blogs.com/

    jeng tiara nanti gak terkenal itu mah masih jauh atuh. lagi itu bukan urusan kita dan ngapain situ repot2 mikirin hi hi hi... ada lagi.

    atas dasar apa menghujat jeng tiara murahan? dan lebih sadis lagi nuduh jeng tiara pelacur? jangan nuduh ah hi hi hi... saya juga wanita tapi enggak sedikitpun terlintas kata murahan saat melihat foto2 cantik jeng tiara :) yg ada WAW! ini dia foto yg cantik!

    mestinya salut loh sama jeng tiara, masih muda begini bisa menembus pasar internasional. enggak gampang loh itu mbak.

    lagi pintar itu enggak mesti jadi rini suwandi atau jadi orang lain toh. enggak tau aja situ toh rini suwandi dalam mimpi paling gelapnya pengen jadi kaya tiara, cuma tak mungkin toh. buka mata donk mbak :p yg ingin saya katakan pintar itu bisa dibidang apa saja. dibanding model2 lain di indonesia, saya kasih empat jempol saya untuk jeng tiara! pokoke menurut saya jeng tiara paling OKYEH diantara yg OKYEH.

    buka matamu mbak. enggak usah benci enggak usah ngiri.
    kamu bukan siapa2nya jeng tiara lebih2 bukan mamaknya :p

    empat jempol untukmu jeng tiara! kamu indah!!!

    ++penggemar jeng tiara

  • At April 01, 2006 8:36 AM, Blogger Binky Sphinx said…

    Alright, enough turtling, Tiara. Time to come out of your shell and wave to the fans...

  • At April 01, 2006 11:36 AM, Blogger Rahul Durani said…

    hi, came across ur page by chance... read some line from top... and it made me ask if u r a libran..which u turned out 2 b !!
    u r giving it away too easily dear... but realy like what u 've writen...keep fighting..

  • At April 01, 2006 8:47 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    buat : ++penggemar jeng tiara

    kamu Tiara kan ?

  • At April 01, 2006 8:55 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…


    :p saya bukan tiara!

    ++penggemar jeng tiara

  • At April 02, 2006 7:03 PM, Anonymous noir said…

    argh u religious biggots !!! sori aja yah udah muak nih baca komen2 yg ngebawa2 agama.

    hak2 orang mo hidup kya gimana. mau itu dosa di matalu its still not ur right to judge!!

    if someone wants to straighten their act, the least you can do show some respect by not commenting about what kind of a wanita neraka jahanam that person its. jeez... take a look at a friggin mirror will ya?!?!

  • At April 02, 2006 10:12 PM, Blogger nona cyan said…

    take rest Tiara,
    your body is important in your line of work.

  • At April 02, 2006 10:35 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    model bukan manusia
    cuma manekin hidup
    sadari ya
    jangan mimpi kejauhan
    cuma orang tolol yang bisa jadi model
    kalo kepinteran ntar aura cerdasnya terpancar
    bisa ngalahin make-up dan baju atau efek foto yang mau dijual
    gak usah sok-sok bilang model harus cerdas
    kalo kalian cerdas, kalian jadi rocket scientist semua

    tapi lumayan lah jadi profesi buat cari uang dari pada nggak ada
    ya nggak?


    -bukan pembenci model cuma sadar realita-

  • At April 02, 2006 11:30 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    @ -bukan pembenci model cuma sadar realita-

    loe sama ya sama mbak kasar diatas. ukuran pinternya mesti jadi rocket scientist :p *dari jaman batu sekali loe hi hi hi*

    pinter is not everything *catet!* lagi gak ada satu katapun disini jeng tiara nulis & klem kalo dia pinter *kesian deh loe!* lagi siapa yg bisa ngasih jaminan pinter udah pasti sukses. gak liat apa banyak orang pinter stress krn gak bisa menapak kaki di dunia nyata.

    yg pinter itu ye orang yg tau kelebihannya dimana dan bisa mengexpose kelebihannya dgn 'pintar'

    ++penggemar jeng tiara

  • At April 02, 2006 11:34 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    hiii jeng tiara,

    sampe lupa deh :) salam kenal yach... *go girl!*

    ditunggu postingan2 lainnya...

    ++penggemar jeng tiara

  • At April 02, 2006 11:46 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    pro -bukan pembenci model cuma sadar realita-

    absolutely right, bro!

    jadi siapa tu yg bilang 'pinter is not everything?'

    Dek, kalo ngak ada org pinter, apa kamu hari ini bisa ngeblog ?

    TL personally never considers herself smart, karna TL memang ngak smart, juga ngak tolol.

    TL pasti punya advisors dlm perencanaan marketing utk meroket namanya spt skrg.

    aku pernah liat fotonya lewat internet, dan begitu kalian semua lihat fotonya di Playboy, kalian akhirnya tahu sebenarnya ngak aneh bisa masuk ke Playboy, asalkan kamu berani menelanjangi dirimu terang2an & warna kulitmu spt TL.

    In addition, Angelina Sondakh itu ngapain ya? gue lebih banyak melihat unsur publikasi dgn embel2 ingin meroket namanya lagi setelah padam sehabis ajang Putri Ind.2001.

    buat TL: kamu harus belajar dr Sondakh utk ngak approve semua comments yg masuk..

  • At April 02, 2006 11:55 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    I have ever viewed many models here but haven't seen yet one like you, you are splendid!

    Sure would like to hear from your following postings!

    Why some comments are not friendly?

  • At April 03, 2006 12:05 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    pro -bukan pembenci model cuma sadar realita-

    guwe gak anti orang pinter. cuma suck aja dgn orang yg mengagung2kan kepintaran is everything. elo gak pinter is nothing.
    buka mata dong di dunia ini gak cuma IQ tapi ada yg namanya EQ. IQ doang gak punya EQ hi hi hi gak heran scientis suka digambarkan antik, kacamata tebel, rambut gak disisir, kuper gak bisa gaul. tapi gak semuanya begitu toh. banyak juga yg asyik gak terjebak dgn stereotip ini.

    btw soal komen dimoderate catet: diawal jeng tiara ngeblog kalau dia udah komit utk welcome dgn segala komen *ini patut diancungi jempol* soal ini TL lebih pintar drpd si 4B pathetic angson :p angson yg mesti belajar sama TL kalau gak mau comsysnya 0 krn gak ada pujian yg masuk hi hi hi...

    ++penggemar jeng tiara

  • At April 03, 2006 1:10 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    wuah..kenapa jadi ajang duel di blog orang??

    AS=Adjie's Simpanan?

    TL= ?

    any idea?

    skrg aku tau knp org compare AS & TL, karna:
    - sama2 wanita
    - sama2 tenar

  • At April 03, 2006 1:35 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Quo Vadis Tiara??

    Dear oh dear oh dear...have you in your wildest imagination ever thought that things would turn out this way? It appears publicity can be a bad thing after all.

    As much as we Indonesians have 'grown' since the media onslaught that marked the beginning of "Reformasi" we are stil not ready for somebody like you - a smart young woman who is totally at ease with her own sexuality and sensuality. Would it've been different if you had chosen to use an alias and not reveal too much of your personal life?? Perhaps... perhaps..

    Wishing you a speedy recovery.

    Bong Sebastian

  • At April 03, 2006 5:36 PM, Blogger Dan D. Baby said…

    Hi Tiara,

    Where are you? It's been a month now. Are you feeling better? I hope so. I want to see you soon.

  • At April 04, 2006 5:47 AM, Anonymous Bee said…

    Tiara has achieved something which not many can ever dreamed of. A respectable woman, a talented lady and definitely an honest individual compared to those who just can make bad remarks without achieving anything.

  • At April 04, 2006 4:11 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Your color scemes are changing. Are you there Tiara?? Are you just playing with us??
    Please come out and play.
    Tell us how you are doing.

    We miss hearing from you!!!

  • At April 15, 2006 8:29 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    isee ur pic but its ok
    i hope u never do again
    good luck
    from jogja

  • At April 15, 2006 8:31 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Alow mbak, kemarin gw liat mbak d metro tv..
    cakep bgt and sexy
    ktnya mbak lagi sakit...
    butuh dokter pribadi gak ???
    full service hehehe...
    mbak uangnya udah banyak ya traktirin kita2 dong,....
    udahlah mbak tobat aja
    kan udah kaya...
    bagusan nya mbak belajar sama AA Gt...
    dah ya

  • At April 15, 2006 9:00 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Buat Tiara pokoknya maju terus ,jangan sampai kamu stag hanya karena masalah kecil ini.

  • At April 15, 2006 9:01 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    okk tiara

  • At April 15, 2006 11:59 PM, Anonymous D.A.M said…

    Tiara waktu itu aku liat kamu di kick andy. Kamu bilang kamu mau merunah images. tapi menurutku sih itu sulit. Sebenernya sesorang menilai orang lain berdasarkan apa yang ingin dilihatnya, bukan dari bagaimana orang yang dinilai itu sebenernya. Jadi, berusaha merubah images yang pernah diliat orang tu susah banget. Tapi kalo km emang beritikad baik mau merubah toh pasti ada jalan. Ga usah putus asa. Kalo kamu emang udah terlanjur jatuh ke jurang karena kecerobohan km sendiri, kamu harus berani mendaki tebingnya seorang diri. Ntar km bakal ngerasa puasnya berhasil sampe di puncak berkat usaha sendiri. Kalo km identik dg pornografi, terimalah buat saat ini. Sebab SETELAH KESULITAN ADA BANYAK KEMUDAHAN SUNGGUH SETELAH KESULITAN ADA BANYAK KEMUDAHAN. Ok aku pengen tau images apa yang pengen km buat. Aku tunggu lewat layar kaca. Bye

  • At April 16, 2006 6:52 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    assalamualaikum mba tiara...ak kemaren liat mba tiara di kick andy.ternyata mba tiara muslimah. salut ma mba tiara yang dah mau menghentikan activity yang bikin ibu bersedih. terus berjuang mba tiara.sebaik baik manusia adalah yang selalu mengadakan perbaikan dalam hidupnya. contohlah inneke koesherawati. dia dulu porn star.tapi sekarang lihatlah dia..saya yakin mba tiara mampu berubah menjadi lebih baik bila ada kemauan.berubahlah sekehendakmu mba tiara. kami disini mendoakanmu, peduli padamu dan tak sudi melihatmu masuk kedalam kenistaan yang tak berujung pangkal. God Bless You mba tiara Lestari...God Bless You.

    salam hangat dari penggemar baru

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  • At May 16, 2012 3:42 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

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